16 May 2007

Bonkz

Tried to rest from morning, managed just a few hours of light sleep. In heavy sleep debt! How will my dark eye ring circles ever vanish? My rest can never be of normal. I wonder if I am abnormal here.

Done 50% of the laundry, unpacked and place things into their positions. Cleared most of my emails, when will people start sending things that are more meaningful? Appreciate those jokes and video clips that made me laugh silly in my room. Replied a few emails and found a site that leads me to something interesting and left me pondering... how true can this be? Find out for yourself!

http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot/

What Tarot card are you?

You are The Moon
Hope, expectation, Bright promises.
The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.
The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.


This was different from the card I got last week...

You are The Sun
Happiness, Content, Joy.
The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.
Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.
The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.


Hmmm, oh well... I don't even know what I am thinking right now. I guess the lack of sleep has gotten me dreamy. Knock knock! Some parts of the two different cards I drew are very applicable though. Last week was more of a light-hearted week. Today I am just feeling so not right. Shall I try again tomorrow to see if there are other differences?

For now, I guess I should try punching myself to dreamland. Tomorrow will be another day to run my errands. If I want to......

I find myself so far,
Thinking too much.
Worrying for nothing?
I find myself a blank,
Feeling the need to fill.
Completing for answers?

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