31 December 2007

Tata'07, Arlow'08

The remains of my 2007 was spent with good home food and many of my great party mates, as well as family and close friends. Many things have changed for sure. My first December back home after 2 years being away.

I am happy that many of my friends have moved on to another stage in life, talking about the attached, married and those with kids. However, that makes me less occupied, more lonely? Others, not heard, not seen, wonder what is happening to these people. Well, guess I did move on to another stage in life but in a very different way.
My 2007 was filled with many events. From health, relationships, family matters and work. Financially, things did not get any better. I heart those who make memories of my 2007, thank you! There are events that made me think I was stupid. However, lessons of 2007 marked another level of my life.

2008, many goals to accomplish. First of all, to really save for my return back home, as my future seems unstable for 2008. Next is to make changes to my lifestyle, which does not seem to get any better over the years. Lastly, to build up the relationships that seem very distant from home. Wishing that in 2008, a better job will come along. Ideal will be one that includes travelling. I am hoping to be back home for good in the third quarter of 2008. Wishing that there will be more LOVE too, not just for me but the world!

So many to reflect on, so much to hope for.

Family and friends, thank you all for making my 2007 and here's to all, HAPPY 2008! With lots of love... wherever you guys may be.

15 December 2007

Johannesburg

As I drift in and out of places, each place leave a set of memories.
Some pretty normal compared to those which are beyond description and boundaries.


Just had a two day stay in Johannesburg, South Africa. Was at Indaba Hotel, more of a resort-like place. With huts that holds rooms, surrounded with trees and wonders of nature. No pictures due to the rainy weather. Did not want to catch the gloomy side of South Africa. Come to think of it, I have been there a couple of times, each time, it rains or there was no one to take on adventures of Safari and the Lion's Park with me! ARghhhhhh! What waste!

People who work there are such sweethearts. The smiles, greetings and gestures of simplicity touch the inner side of me. It just hit me so hard as I compare to the urban whacked humans. I went to a spa within the hotel just to spend time away with the lazing weather. It was a open hut concept, very African style. The lady boss who took me around, is such a gem. Her welcoming warmth was not a fake. As she talked about her employees, many of them are single-parent ladies, who needs a job to survive. She said her concept was to provide such ladies with a place they can feel belonged to. My therapist, Agnes, who did my body massage is a young girl, 20. Her smile was of such beauty. I did a hot stone full body massage, inclusive the use of essential oil, within a small open hut and African music as background. Amazing experience! I will not say it was very professional, however, relaxing enough with the nature around.

A very relaxed trip, spent time sleeping and resting. Not forgetting the different species of birds chirping on the trees every now and then. Johannesburg next time to be a more adventurous one!


Sigh...My back has not recovered, hopefully I will be able to seek treatment somewhere, sometime... in order to be myself once again - I miss hyper Bibi!

10 December 2007

So much going on!!!

Guess the last update I had on blog was way too outdated! Seriously, too many things been happening around me. That many I have forgotten where to start. Shall I just dropped them?

Let me give a summary of my health status because many out there are wondering why I am missing from actions! I miss the gang I hang out with here. But till I get better, I then can make a good comeback!
Since August been down with flu on and off till NOW! Can you believe that?!? I wonder if I am weak or it's just the environment I am in. The ever changing weather plays a part too? *shrugs* Besides that, my old injury on my back has been giving me some problems. It is getting unbearable. Ya, I know I am stubborn but at first I thought it could be just aches from overwork or strains. I thought it was body ache from the flu. Now I am suffering from it. It is irritating though as I cannot function proper. My routines been interrupted for a month due to that! Oh no, fats deposit again! EEEKS! For now, my concern is, if it is going to deteriorate or get better.

Friends here seem all busy and away for leave at different timings. So, gradually, dispersal of the party goers! Friends back home seem so busy and caught up with things. Friends somewhere else around the globe seem to be having some great changes in life! Wherever they are, I just hope they are happy with what's going on for them in life!

Talking about friends, I recently realised we all have different views on friendship. An old mate of mine quoted, "Friends come and go....", that's his view. I agree to some extent. However, true friends stay no matter what. True friends do not judge what you do or not do. True friends are like pillars you can lean on. I can go on and on. I guess we all know how to identify these friends. They may not necessary be the ones you see often or meet often. *sighz* I miss so many of them. Sometimes I just feel so bad not been able to catch up with them. Timing and lifestyles are different. Looking at it, I guess I am one of those very few left to move on to another stage of life. Don't think that will happen for me...

Was talking to another mate who shares the same job. Only we understand how lonely we can get as we stagger around the world. Cheers to Y.C! Nothing beats travelling with someone close. Besides, it is the moments shared that makes the best memories. It is so difficult to explain, many envious onlookers, but only if you are in it, you will truly understand, it is just not the painted pictures!

So much going on, so little I can do.....

09 December 2007

Sydney



Sydney Harbour Bridge and Opera House



City life has always been familiar. Back home the busy streets, people and traffic. Somehow missed that part in my life now. However, too much of it kills, doesn't it?
Was in Sydney for a couple of days. Accommodation was along Philips Street, buzzing with shopping and offices, locals and tourists. Weather was rainy. I was lucky to catch some shine on one of those days with soothing breeze of Sydney.
Started the day before noon. Did some window shopping and roaming on George Street before lunch in an Italian cafe! A need for a beer to kick off!





At the Italian Cafe
Thereafter, Yoo Keung and I started our trip to Opera House. We were just walking and enjoying the beautiful weather! A few snaps here and there. We happened to get into the Botanic Gardens too, just around the corner of Opera House!













On steps @ frontal of Opera House









Botanic Gardens

We got ourselves some sushi and stuff from the supermarket. Shopping for clothes was not very successful. Went back with food instead. However, we thoroughly enjoyed the wonderful weather. Kamsa Hamida, YK, for the laughters and moments shared. More to come hopefully!
























01 December 2007

Happy looking forward!

Was trying to sleep more. Guess the worries are more. Not in the best physically to perform duties I suppose. However, I need to cover back the hours for this month in order to recover from the financial outputs. Also, in preparation for a great HOME Xmas!

Come to think of it. It has been years that I have not done my favourite Xmas shopping! Probably get myself a pretty dress or dresses? A gift for self? The joy of giving! Nothing big, they always say, thoughts that count! Remember those younger days, we used to make cards, mugs and little gifts for love ones! Now with busy schedule, most of us spend instead. Hmmmm.... what will I be doing this year?

I am already very excited to be going back for a home Xmas! With mummy, friends and special ones! Next, I guess I have to come up with a list of people I want to send my greetings to! WOW... not easy now that everyone is so not in action. =( Ah well.... life isn't it?

What's for Xmas then? Parties parties and more parties? Drinking till no tomorrow? Xmas house parties? Santa papa and Xmas trees with prezzies to discover? Home may not have the best Xmas spirit compared to European countries. However, it's the people that make my festive season count! Not where but who I have! I am really looking forward to time passing fast for now and gets by slower when I am back in the arms of my friends!

Dear Santa, I have been a good girl, please send joy, peace and love to all who mean to me! If you have spare time, come visit me and let's have Chivas on the rocks!