29 October 2007

Smashed...

Near to six hours to go before the preparation again. However, mood and physical conditions are smashed totally.
Wonder what's wrong with my sleep again. Must be the anxiety of trying to get my duties swapped. On top of it, the dizzy stars visited a couple of times today. The body aches seem to be signs of "ENOUGH"!!! Am I too stress over nothing? Not eating and resting well enough?

Frustrations!!!

Listening to songs did not soothe mood. Tried all genres, in the end, tears filled the emptiness of a pretty lost world. Chin up!!!

Just hope to doze off at least to comfort self. It's Bibi and Elmo world... wonder what the conversations will be like. A shoulder to cry on... Smashed... mentally, physically and emotionally. AHhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHH.... go away!!! Hate this feeling right now!!!!!!!!!





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