Ice-breaking Ground

Imagine each step we take on a ice-breaking ground,
won't you plan and act accordingly for each of them ?
How careful must we be?
As we take the steps, we may realise certain blocks of ice we chose are not as stable.
We therefore have to make a quick choice in changing the directions.
Till we reach the destination we want, safe, we heaved a sigh of relieve and be gay with the smart moves taken.

Isn't it the same as we face some bad situations sometimes?
It could also apply to goals that you want to reach.
Along the way, you may need to divert, therefore being able to adapt quickly is vital.
When the problems are solved, goals are met, we smile silly and stand proud to have made it!

Braving through the different life stages, challenging?

Welcoming the changes, quickly?

Planning for the future, being realistic?

Bored

Prank calls again!!! Was about 1am when I was trying to sleep and this idiotic idiot called again. This time round I just kept quiet and he hung up. Then he attempted again and gave up finally when no one answered him. Arghhhh, who the *duuuut* has got nothing to do but to call. I am not the only one, flatmate got the same thing sometimes too!

Woke up at 9am, dragged myself out of the house to get some groceries. Focused on my vegetables - lettuce, mushrooms, carrots and chilli. Got cut pineapples, two boxes of cereals and malt soy milk. I am suppose to stop having my relationship with coffee, so looked for alternatives, Milo! Did some other shopping, got home and cooked my Korean noodles with lots of lettuce and chilli! Those chilli padi, shot the senses through my tongue. Yummy!

Then I packed my wardrobe again. Putting the tops in categories and colours. Hmmm.. with the combination of those in Singapore, why do I always complain I do not have clothes to wear? Strange but well, girls are girls, heh... Packed those that I seldom or don't wear at all into suitcase in preparation to bring back.

Am truly bored. Looked through my friendster and got to my cousins'. Fabian's son is too adorable! Got to see him in person during CNY period. I think my cousin will not blame me for stealing these photos. My nephew, Aidan... He really looks so good to hug and cuddle...

Wonder how big he will grow the next time I see him again...

Triggered from sad love song...

Sitting alone in my room, was listening to a song repeatedly. It strucks me sad and triggered me to write...I do think love can sometimes be such a pain. Just like MidSummer's Night Dream. In the course of true love, nothing comes easy. Recently a gf of mine is going through what the song perfectly describes. I did send it to her. Not to make things worse but hopefully she sees another path that will come her way.

Recently you seem to be quiet,

Why and what is happening?

Is there something you are upset with quite?

Or that string we are pulling?

Heard you are lonely recently,

I am confused with all,

But I can't be at your side permanently.

That makes me fall.

What you want from me,

I can't give you my all,

What I can give to you,

is not what you are looking for.

We are not compatible,

we have to come to terms to that,

Often we will hug and cry yearning to be comfortable,

Knowing there will be a last cry to that.

All of these seem like a beginning,

But I think it is an end since the beginning.

I don't want to hold on to it any longer,

There may be a better love path next time.

Love, I can't give you my all,

This time we can only look for our very own happiness.

What is meant to be will be. Can we make a difference when things are just not meant to be?

Record breaking!

After a long long time, I broke my sleeping record (of more than 5 hours usually)!
Chatted online till 10pm or so and slept. Woke up at 1am because of a prank call, hung my phone up and slept. Woke up again as it was too warm to turn on the AC. Then off I went to sleep. Thinking I will wake up at 6am at the most.

Got up finally and was smiling when I saw that it was 1015 am! Think my body really craved for this rest. Having said that, I am still feeling tired and restless. Aching wrist and back. What has work done to me? Or is it my age reminding me to slow down.

Yet another day to start. Cannot do much due to the hot weather, yes I meant hot! I love the sun but not the ultimate damage to my wrinkling skin!

Washed my bathroom n cleaned the room a bit. What else to do for the day?

Thoughts

Everyone of us think about some things at times. They may be of pleasant or else. They may place a smile or frown. Some linger while others vanish into thin air within seconds. What are your recent, repetitive, or worrying thoughts? Do they seem to have a certain impact on you?

Thoughts that made me pause,

My world changed with cause.

Thoughts that dyed my mind,

They seemed to constantly remind.

Thoughts which are not coincident,

Kept away my very present.

Thoughts which cannot escaped me,

Are what they want to be.

Thoughts running on similar thread,

Will they then be misread?

Thoughts worrying a faint soul,

Can they make things foul?

Thoughts kept me going sometimes,

They kicked my butt at times.

Thoughts made me hiding within,

Will I surface the win?