Oh No...

When it goes on and on,

We wonder what has been going on.

When it stops and hits,

We wonder what has been stopping the hits.

Oh No...

Here we go again with something to gain?

What is it this time that will be gained?

Here we go running a distance in pain?

What is it that can sustain the pain?

Oh No...

There is plenty and plenty,

Which is then the one in the plenty?

There are many and many,

Who is then the uniquely in the many?

Oh No...

Helpless

H - Hibernation
E - Exhaustion
L - Lost
P - Powerless
L - Lacking
E - Edgy
S - Sickening
S - Shameful

T.A.S.K. - just for thoughts

The world is ever changing.
We have to change to move on.
We use not what we used to.
We present not what we were taught with.

Technology, we use it daily for almost anything, not before.
Activities, we dig for new ideas, out of the extraordinary than before.
Systems, we tap on resources, not individual farming like before.
Knowledge, we gather continuously, not just books like before.

Basic requirements for survival in today's society changed.
Are we analysing the changes and adopting?
How does a personal touch sound to us now? An email? A SMS?
Time effectiveness, are we wasting on the disqualified?
Competitive advantages, how far a difference are we from so many?
Learning curve, are we learning to learn, unlearn and relearn?

C-Zone

How many of us like to be in a controlled zone, more commonly know as comfort zone?

Being in order, having things right, letting events be in the correct zone.

Very often we all pin hopes when in comfort zone.

With ease, everything operates within that safe zone.

Take things for granted and fall then into unknown zone.

Is there amber or red lights for warning before danger zone?

Acknowledge or ignore and drop to tuning zone.

Adjustment and adaptability frame the zone.

What's next that will take place in that zone?

C-zone. A cycle.

It happens. It is unique to us all.

A zone we choose to stay or go.

What is your preferred zone?

Lala Times

Have you taken a break - I meant by months? I just did for a month and I am already feeling so good - not. First time ever, to try not to hop on to another job after one resignation. Yes, in bad times still. How daring yeah? Coupled with the fact that I have no drive for the next job I want to be in.

Two ways ahead, to go back to what I did or to move to something which is going to create a whole new chaotic world of mine. Decision making used to be so easy for me. Dare to dream, plan to execute, get the job and be on it! Without a dream, my path stalled. My path ahead fogged up.

Many doors are open but the fact that I have no dreams, no dare. The plans to execute are not there and to be on a job - I dare dream - not - which!

Lala times are filled with activities for my brain and emotions. I get tired at times, don't know why, I got drained.

Good news of others make me smile. Tying the knots and sharing lives in future... how sweet. Bouncing the question back to me - dare not even dream.

Lala times are going to be over soon. I need to gear up and move towards a whole new world... will I make it? I don't know. At least I can give it a try, put in my best before I am sentenced the compatibility to my capability.