They got together somehow in ways no one ever imagined how.
Cruising, fearing.
Trusting by empowering.
There were rainbows missed
When their quality time hissed.
Quarrels there were, which many can be avoided,
If only there were funnels and they can be filtered.
Why cuts when it can be sealed with no buts?
Why buts when they can trust each other with guts?
How far can they go through,
Even when the going gets real rough.
At the end of it, who's left in it?
True friends? Family? The special someone or people?
Definitely not by theft or chance ain't it?
There are these ones who walk the path with us even when the whole world turns against us.
Even if there was just one, you are never left alone.
Gratitude, bottomless,
Appreciation right from the heart with magnitude.
To walk alone or with those you know you can trust in anything?
Will our own world be complete with nothing?
When everything is a full stop,
These are the ones who push and pull us further without asking for anything.
They just want the best for us by picking up pieces of us.
Life is so short to look at the rights and wrongs.
We just got to be firm with rights and grow stronger from wrongs.
Us, our choice.
Freedom of choice and rejoice.
No regrets, no tears, just marching on with loves without fears.
Loves who will not forsake and put us at stake.
It's not being alone in the world, but a caring, sharing, tolerating and loving fold.
Moving forward together, bold.
When love surrounds there's no going on merry-go-rounds.
Love makes each other's perfect rounds.
Love speaks in five different languages.
Are we all trying to learn them like how the rain is collected in the gauges?
What belongs together will not be torn easily no matter how.
Only if the walk consists of each other.... With love.
The wonders of many relationships will flourish,
Only if people make things simple with nourish.
Hoping The Wonders for you will be in soon!
11 March 2011
03 January 2010
2010 Will Be...
2009 was dramatic, uncertain and dreadful. Ended in a high but not noted. Just as I thought something great will be happening. Work has shadowed my past few months. It will continue to be the shadow for this year.
I am hoping 2010 will be better in terms of work, love, social life, health and life in general. Needing new paths and miracles to set my years in the 30s with more meaning aims. 2010 will be challenging for me to make decisions in life.
Wishing all of you out there a Happy 2010, with double the health, happiness, wealth, love and fun!
I am hoping 2010 will be better in terms of work, love, social life, health and life in general. Needing new paths and miracles to set my years in the 30s with more meaning aims. 2010 will be challenging for me to make decisions in life.
Wishing all of you out there a Happy 2010, with double the health, happiness, wealth, love and fun!
20 September 2009
Hate Love
Our lives are shaped by those who love us and by those who refuse to love us. Love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest.
You tried to block the memory of one to protect self from pain. No matter how, you are just insignificant. What more can you do but let go knowing hurt will be invited anyway. The seeking of simple love becomes so worn out, it eats one up. Thought there is someone who really cared But it seems that one don't know how.
You hate love after many tries. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one person, no different from any other person, wanders into your stupid life.You give them a piece of you. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you. Then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It eats you up slowly. It leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like, 'maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt,It's a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
The feeling came creeping through and the hurt is still the same. The pain will ease in time and though it's over, the memories at one corner. Will you then try to love again? It ain't love that hurts, it is the absence of it that does. If you cry because the sun has set in your life, your tears will prevent you from seeing the stars. So if you continue to let hurt set in your life, your wounds will prevent you from seeing true love. Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.
To hate or to love... to be hurt or to be love and to love... we all ride on the waves in love. There is true love for everyone. Just in time, not your time... but in time of love, love will set and complete everyone who has faith in it.
You tried to block the memory of one to protect self from pain. No matter how, you are just insignificant. What more can you do but let go knowing hurt will be invited anyway. The seeking of simple love becomes so worn out, it eats one up. Thought there is someone who really cared But it seems that one don't know how.
You hate love after many tries. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one person, no different from any other person, wanders into your stupid life.You give them a piece of you. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you. Then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It eats you up slowly. It leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like, 'maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt,It's a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
The feeling came creeping through and the hurt is still the same. The pain will ease in time and though it's over, the memories at one corner. Will you then try to love again? It ain't love that hurts, it is the absence of it that does. If you cry because the sun has set in your life, your tears will prevent you from seeing the stars. So if you continue to let hurt set in your life, your wounds will prevent you from seeing true love. Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.
To hate or to love... to be hurt or to be love and to love... we all ride on the waves in love. There is true love for everyone. Just in time, not your time... but in time of love, love will set and complete everyone who has faith in it.
01 September 2009
DiminishinG
Sounds and sights, our daily fellowship.
Time and tide, awaiting no one.
Family and friends, that kinship.
Who will be there to be the one?
Diminishing is the directions.
Diminishing is the humanity.
Diminishing is the human touch.
Diminishing is the human hearts.
The path is narrowing,
with much to be swallowed.
The time is clicking,
with much to be completed.
Diminishing... small, tiny to microscopic.
Something to nothing and nothing at all.
Time and tide, awaiting no one.
Family and friends, that kinship.
Who will be there to be the one?
Diminishing is the directions.
Diminishing is the humanity.
Diminishing is the human touch.
Diminishing is the human hearts.
The path is narrowing,
with much to be swallowed.
The time is clicking,
with much to be completed.
Diminishing... small, tiny to microscopic.
Something to nothing and nothing at all.
30 June 2009
Remove, Reinstall, Install
Miss Bibi has not been diligently updating her blog. What has been happening to her? Too much, too many... As she clicked on today's time, she saw in a month down the road, she will turn 30. OMG!!!
Ever since her return to home, she has been through a series of events. Not very "wootzful" but somehow, she got herself there, allowed it further. She finally takes charge and gladly have herself back for recognition. Slowly but surely, things are going to fall in place. Just a matter of time.
Her current challenge is to kick a bad habit of hers for good. Her current heart - beating - along with someone. Her current worries, main - work - which hopefully will clear up real soon. Her current Her - not too healthy - will try gear away n up. Her current feel on social life - time for a change - hunting down places to chill and gather. All in all - CHANGES to be installed. A need to remove, reinstall or install for a better 30 forth.
Not looking forward to the big 30 somehow, however, yearning to welcome certain events in later life........ hoping......
Ever since her return to home, she has been through a series of events. Not very "wootzful" but somehow, she got herself there, allowed it further. She finally takes charge and gladly have herself back for recognition. Slowly but surely, things are going to fall in place. Just a matter of time.
Her current challenge is to kick a bad habit of hers for good. Her current heart - beating - along with someone. Her current worries, main - work - which hopefully will clear up real soon. Her current Her - not too healthy - will try gear away n up. Her current feel on social life - time for a change - hunting down places to chill and gather. All in all - CHANGES to be installed. A need to remove, reinstall or install for a better 30 forth.
Not looking forward to the big 30 somehow, however, yearning to welcome certain events in later life........ hoping......
12 June 2009
Oh No...
When it goes on and on,
We wonder what has been going on.
When it stops and hits,
We wonder what has been stopping the hits.
Oh No...
Here we go again with something to gain?
What is it this time that will be gained?
Here we go running a distance in pain?
What is it that can sustain the pain?
Oh No...
There is plenty and plenty,
Which is then the one in the plenty?
There are many and many,
Who is then the uniquely in the many?
Oh No...
26 April 2009
Helpless
H - Hibernation
E - Exhaustion
L - Lost
P - Powerless
L - Lacking
E - Edgy
S - Sickening
S - Shameful
E - Exhaustion
L - Lost
P - Powerless
L - Lacking
E - Edgy
S - Sickening
S - Shameful
T.A.S.K. - just for thoughts
The world is ever changing.
We have to change to move on.
We use not what we used to.
We present not what we were taught with.
Technology, we use it daily for almost anything, not before.
Activities, we dig for new ideas, out of the extraordinary than before.
Systems, we tap on resources, not individual farming like before.
Knowledge, we gather continuously, not just books like before.
Basic requirements for survival in today's society changed.
Are we analysing the changes and adopting?
How does a personal touch sound to us now? An email? A SMS?
Time effectiveness, are we wasting on the disqualified?
Competitive advantages, how far a difference are we from so many?
Learning curve, are we learning to learn, unlearn and relearn?
We have to change to move on.
We use not what we used to.
We present not what we were taught with.
Technology, we use it daily for almost anything, not before.
Activities, we dig for new ideas, out of the extraordinary than before.
Systems, we tap on resources, not individual farming like before.
Knowledge, we gather continuously, not just books like before.
Basic requirements for survival in today's society changed.
Are we analysing the changes and adopting?
How does a personal touch sound to us now? An email? A SMS?
Time effectiveness, are we wasting on the disqualified?
Competitive advantages, how far a difference are we from so many?
Learning curve, are we learning to learn, unlearn and relearn?
26 March 2009
C-Zone
How many of us like to be in a controlled zone, more commonly know as comfort zone?
Being in order, having things right, letting events be in the correct zone.
Very often we all pin hopes when in comfort zone.
With ease, everything operates within that safe zone.
Take things for granted and fall then into unknown zone.
Is there amber or red lights for warning before danger zone?
Acknowledge or ignore and drop to tuning zone.
Adjustment and adaptability frame the zone.
What's next that will take place in that zone?
C-zone. A cycle.
It happens. It is unique to us all.
A zone we choose to stay or go.
What is your preferred zone?
01 March 2009
Lala Times
Have you taken a break - I meant by months? I just did for a month and I am already feeling so good - not. First time ever, to try not to hop on to another job after one resignation. Yes, in bad times still. How daring yeah? Coupled with the fact that I have no drive for the next job I want to be in.
Two ways ahead, to go back to what I did or to move to something which is going to create a whole new chaotic world of mine. Decision making used to be so easy for me. Dare to dream, plan to execute, get the job and be on it! Without a dream, my path stalled. My path ahead fogged up.
Many doors are open but the fact that I have no dreams, no dare. The plans to execute are not there and to be on a job - I dare dream - not - which!
Lala times are filled with activities for my brain and emotions. I get tired at times, don't know why, I got drained.
Good news of others make me smile. Tying the knots and sharing lives in future... how sweet. Bouncing the question back to me - dare not even dream.
Lala times are going to be over soon. I need to gear up and move towards a whole new world... will I make it? I don't know. At least I can give it a try, put in my best before I am sentenced the compatibility to my capability.
Two ways ahead, to go back to what I did or to move to something which is going to create a whole new chaotic world of mine. Decision making used to be so easy for me. Dare to dream, plan to execute, get the job and be on it! Without a dream, my path stalled. My path ahead fogged up.
Many doors are open but the fact that I have no dreams, no dare. The plans to execute are not there and to be on a job - I dare dream - not - which!
Lala times are filled with activities for my brain and emotions. I get tired at times, don't know why, I got drained.
Good news of others make me smile. Tying the knots and sharing lives in future... how sweet. Bouncing the question back to me - dare not even dream.
Lala times are going to be over soon. I need to gear up and move towards a whole new world... will I make it? I don't know. At least I can give it a try, put in my best before I am sentenced the compatibility to my capability.
07 February 2009
Slowing Down
When you keep pacing and racing for no reason,
When you keep wondering about the season.
When you lose the momentum,
When you lose the stamina to drum.
Is it time?
Slowing down for some reason or the other,
Slowing down for some changes to do better.
Slowing down to feel the real,
Slowing down to make the deal.
It is time.
It does not matter,
Till all is sober.
Slowing down, you never know...
What treasures comes with Slow.
Is it time for you to be slowing down?
When you keep wondering about the season.
When you lose the momentum,
When you lose the stamina to drum.
Is it time?
Slowing down for some reason or the other,
Slowing down for some changes to do better.
Slowing down to feel the real,
Slowing down to make the deal.
It is time.
It does not matter,
Till all is sober.
Slowing down, you never know...
What treasures comes with Slow.
Is it time for you to be slowing down?
11 January 2009
Thank you '08, Hello '09!
Walking through 2008 was real quick, 2009 is here!
In less than a few months, my life has been overwhelmed with changes and series of the unexpected. However, I am still thankful for all that has happened in 2008. Lessons learnt, experiences multiplied and moments treasured. I heart my true friends who have been by my side, no matter where, when and how. Thank those people who made a part of life more meaningful.
Towards the end of 2008 marked my farewell to Dubai. A place I love and hate. I am already missing the people in Dubai who went through the past 3 years or so with me. That "gang", my peeps, will hardly be disbanded no matter where we are. That bond is something very special and miraculous. Heart-warming friendship that will forever keep in shape.
My journey started in Singapore again. This time, with many hurdles I hardly know how to handle. Letting things take its own course may do me good as I was so stressed in getting life in order. The unexpected did happen. The "never" happened as well. It was a long journey to finally discover, relate and define. There seems to be a direction that is common. However, only time can tell. Nothing is for sure, nothing is impossible. The key to behold comes from how much you want it and feel for it.
2009 - What will it be like? Where will it lead to? Will walking through 2009 be happier and more meaningful? Will it mark more colorful and precious moments?
Let there be more moments to treasure...
In less than a few months, my life has been overwhelmed with changes and series of the unexpected. However, I am still thankful for all that has happened in 2008. Lessons learnt, experiences multiplied and moments treasured. I heart my true friends who have been by my side, no matter where, when and how. Thank those people who made a part of life more meaningful.
Towards the end of 2008 marked my farewell to Dubai. A place I love and hate. I am already missing the people in Dubai who went through the past 3 years or so with me. That "gang", my peeps, will hardly be disbanded no matter where we are. That bond is something very special and miraculous. Heart-warming friendship that will forever keep in shape.
My journey started in Singapore again. This time, with many hurdles I hardly know how to handle. Letting things take its own course may do me good as I was so stressed in getting life in order. The unexpected did happen. The "never" happened as well. It was a long journey to finally discover, relate and define. There seems to be a direction that is common. However, only time can tell. Nothing is for sure, nothing is impossible. The key to behold comes from how much you want it and feel for it.
"True love never fails..."
2009 - What will it be like? Where will it lead to? Will walking through 2009 be happier and more meaningful? Will it mark more colorful and precious moments?
Let there be more moments to treasure...
30 November 2008
Lost Without
Before, there were no directions, no love.
World was round the globe, shared with many strangers.
There were many things to think about, however easily ignored.
That alone feeling was hard to swallow, but shared with those on the same ground.
No fears, no tears, just a hiding ground.
The burdens from within cannot be unloaded.
Did not dare to, did not want to.
Led life by days, not bothered to even count.
Till then and there, there was a meaning to not stay alone.
There was a choice, a chance for sharing.
Taken steps back, did not dare.
Through courage, steps made forward.
Hopes were filled, love felt.
Seven hours apart, miles away.
It would only lesson the worry to be closer, nearer.
Decision executed, delivered, in hope of making it easier.
Home sweet home.
Many things fall upon, invisibly.
Tried unloading, tried searching for the right words.
All did not come out right.
Felt a distant, further than those miles apart.
Uncertainties, fears and all laid down hard.
Struggles to find, to fit, to be the best.
No energy, not hype. Just blank.
Expectations from her, work and fears of losing.
Passion decreases, insecurities increases.
Not good enough? No love anymore?
What is really wrong?
Passion very often forms that equation with feelings.
Struggled further, dug deeper, sank and sunk.
Awakened by mistakes, no excuses.
A slap hard on the face, no longer able to hide.
Face it, do it, be responsible and accountable.
The world now is no longer with strangers.
But with people closest to your heart.
What can be done can be done.
With support and encouragement.
With the effort of not fearing failures.
With courage and an identity.
Just don't want this to go on like this.
Just want to know the heart that speaks truth.
If we can, we will make it far, not you, not I, but us.
Leaning on the promises of taking my hands, leading me.
Show me the world you wanted to.
Lost Without.....
World was round the globe, shared with many strangers.
There were many things to think about, however easily ignored.
That alone feeling was hard to swallow, but shared with those on the same ground.
No fears, no tears, just a hiding ground.
The burdens from within cannot be unloaded.
Did not dare to, did not want to.
Led life by days, not bothered to even count.
Till then and there, there was a meaning to not stay alone.
There was a choice, a chance for sharing.
Taken steps back, did not dare.
Through courage, steps made forward.
Hopes were filled, love felt.
Seven hours apart, miles away.
It would only lesson the worry to be closer, nearer.
Decision executed, delivered, in hope of making it easier.
Home sweet home.
Many things fall upon, invisibly.
Tried unloading, tried searching for the right words.
All did not come out right.
Felt a distant, further than those miles apart.
Uncertainties, fears and all laid down hard.
Struggles to find, to fit, to be the best.
No energy, not hype. Just blank.
Expectations from her, work and fears of losing.
Passion decreases, insecurities increases.
Not good enough? No love anymore?
What is really wrong?
Passion very often forms that equation with feelings.
Struggled further, dug deeper, sank and sunk.
Awakened by mistakes, no excuses.
A slap hard on the face, no longer able to hide.
Face it, do it, be responsible and accountable.
The world now is no longer with strangers.
But with people closest to your heart.
What can be done can be done.
With support and encouragement.
With the effort of not fearing failures.
With courage and an identity.
Just don't want this to go on like this.
Just want to know the heart that speaks truth.
If we can, we will make it far, not you, not I, but us.
Leaning on the promises of taking my hands, leading me.
Show me the world you wanted to.
Lost Without.....
26 November 2008
What can I do?
What can I do to make you happy?
What can I do to take care of you?
What can I do to have you smile like before?
What can I do to make you feel from the start?
What can I do to draw that distance nearer?
What can I do to keep you?
What can I do to make it?
What can I do?
What can I do to take care of you?
What can I do to have you smile like before?
What can I do to make you feel from the start?
What can I do to draw that distance nearer?
What can I do to keep you?
What can I do to make it?
What can I do?
21 November 2008
Not Knowing HOW2BE
Used to be assuring.
Used to be WE and US.
Is now wrong or right.
Is now YOU or I.
Not knowing HOW2BE.
Struggling to be the best for US.
Not knowing HOW2BE,
Just searching to be that girl for US.
It is simple.
It is by feel.
Feel instead of trying too hard.
Is that not what formed the beginning?
It was a choice.
It is now the chosen.
It was conditioning style.
It is now boot camp style.
Not knowing HOW2BE,
How not to matter to me?
Not knowing HOW2BE,
It will get better,
As long as WE are together.
Used to be WE and US.
Is now wrong or right.
Is now YOU or I.
Not knowing HOW2BE.
Struggling to be the best for US.
Not knowing HOW2BE,
Just searching to be that girl for US.
It is simple.
It is by feel.
Feel instead of trying too hard.
Is that not what formed the beginning?
It was a choice.
It is now the chosen.
It was conditioning style.
It is now boot camp style.
Not knowing HOW2BE,
How not to matter to me?
Not knowing HOW2BE,
It will get better,
As long as WE are together.
09 November 2008
Stop
Stop searching,
Stop right there.
Stop that insecurity,
Stop suspecting everything.
Stop negativity,
Stop clouding.
Stop this feel,
Stop contradicting.
Stop, just stop!
Stop right there.
Stop that insecurity,
Stop suspecting everything.
Stop negativity,
Stop clouding.
Stop this feel,
Stop contradicting.
Stop, just stop!
07 November 2008
Weird as it should not be...
Looked forward path,
Where belonging should be.
Weird enough,
is not there.
Looked forward events,
When time can be spent,
Weird enough,
is not there.
Looked forward warmth,
Without having to ask,
Weird enough,
is not there.
Weird that relationships turned cold,
that distance took the lead,
that over time it made everyone strangers,
Weird as it should not be.
Where belonging should be.
Weird enough,
is not there.
Looked forward events,
When time can be spent,
Weird enough,
is not there.
Looked forward warmth,
Without having to ask,
Weird enough,
is not there.
Weird that relationships turned cold,
that distance took the lead,
that over time it made everyone strangers,
Weird as it should not be.
23 October 2008
What a World..
The unexpected happenings,
The many crazy headlines,
The financial mess,
The unsettled peace.
What a world we are in now.
What a world it has become.
What a world will it turn out.
What a world will we face?
The many crazy headlines,
The financial mess,
The unsettled peace.
What a world we are in now.
What a world it has become.
What a world will it turn out.
What a world will we face?
20 October 2008
Fading
The colours of the once bright and happy rainbow fades.
The sun's rays no longer stay but its warmth now pricks.
The once longed for steering strangely and getting further.
The promised lead to known and unknowns at far.
Don't know if the choice is made right,
Don't know why uncertainties are in echoes.
Don't know what will it become in time.
Don't know that picture painted anymore.
Everything fades in time, there is no escaping.
Just this, not hoping it takes on any kind of fading.
The sun's rays no longer stay but its warmth now pricks.
The once longed for steering strangely and getting further.
The promised lead to known and unknowns at far.
Don't know if the choice is made right,
Don't know why uncertainties are in echoes.
Don't know what will it become in time.
Don't know that picture painted anymore.
Everything fades in time, there is no escaping.
Just this, not hoping it takes on any kind of fading.
17 October 2008
Home Sweet Home
When I left, I turned back and there were flashbacks of that beginning 3 years back. Saddened but at the same time I kept telling self it is time to be home. That journey I took, I have never regretted. My dream fulfilled. Been there, done that. Bravo!
What worries me now - what's next? I always pursue dreams I set. Now I am lost, not knowing which path to go, what door to open. Worrying will not help they say. Guess being home and letting nature takes its course is the only answer till I discover my next pursue.
That feeling of wanting to be back in the job overwhelmed me as I board the plane. The errands that I had to run made me real tired that I slept having dreams on the plane. . Emotions built up as I arrived into homeland. Home is always somewhere I am proud to be!
Met him... it was after so long to me. A bit strange but yet butterflies filled my stomach. At last, I can be normal and spend time with him. Knowing that I have someone to lean on and talk to.
What worries me now - what's next? I always pursue dreams I set. Now I am lost, not knowing which path to go, what door to open. Worrying will not help they say. Guess being home and letting nature takes its course is the only answer till I discover my next pursue.
That feeling of wanting to be back in the job overwhelmed me as I board the plane. The errands that I had to run made me real tired that I slept having dreams on the plane. . Emotions built up as I arrived into homeland. Home is always somewhere I am proud to be!
Met him... it was after so long to me. A bit strange but yet butterflies filled my stomach. At last, I can be normal and spend time with him. Knowing that I have someone to lean on and talk to.
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